It didn't end up being three clear weeks of down time and painting glass. Life seems to have a way of presenting me with Things To Do, especially when I'm trying to take some time to Do Nothing and the first of those weeks was mostly spent in tying up loose ends and existing commitments from the previous busy month, including the long awaited kitchen inspection. The second week allowed for more rest and down time, a gathering of energies and some planning, whilst the third week looked a lot more like a ramping back up and a bringing together of some new creative outcomes. That culminated in a full moon full day of baking, including two new recipes, ahead of reopening the Earth Heart Honesty Box for a seasonally themed offering and it was a joy to find myself feeling energised and inspired once again! | I can't quite believe it's already three weeks since I realised I needed a tactical break from the cycle of weekly baking that I'd launched two months previously. After peaking with a three week run of food fair and pop up bakeries, all requiring an extra push, I was feeling tired, rundown and a bit out of touch with my love for the craft. I knew I needed to be creative about that in order to remain more broadly happy and productive. Putting the brakes on and taking some time out seemed the best way to go about a system reset; I've recently taken the scary step of deciding to become my own manager after all, so I may as well make the most of that autonomy! In addition to creating much needed space for rest, I also wanted to give myself an opportunity to spend a little time on some of my other crafting, which has been a little neglected since the baking project came on the scene... There are only so many hours in the day after all! |
I'm excited to be sharing some new seasonal crafts too, there are photos below of upcycled jars with a Samhain/Hallowe'en/Day of the Dead theme, a new wintery greeting card design, some autumn/winter wishing stones and some equally seasonal hanging stars and hearts decorations. (Nik thinks but I can't quite decide if the latter are 'baubles' as they're not balls... But you get the idea!)
I've been celebrating our adequacy by cooking up mini pumpkin pies and toffee apple flapjacks (home grown pumpkin and apple, naturally!) as well as the classic and unfailingly popular peanut butter cookies. There's also gluten free banana loaf, mini raisin loaves (think teacake meets artisan bloomer) and home grown fruit jams... A few blackberry and apple as well as a new batch of soft-set autumn raspberry, which we've been getting through rather quickly ourselves on morning toast! Of course there's veggies too; what autumnal offering would be complete without pumpkins!? We've got leeks, kale and chard too! | And of course, the Earth Heart Kitchen reopens as a freshly rated entity! After quite a bit of research and a good deal of scrubbing and painting (a bit on that here), I found myself fairly equanimous and only mildly disappointed to be awarded the second highest hygiene rating of 4 - Good. It turns out Environmental Health aren't keen on wooden surfaces in a kitchen (or an honesty box for that matter) and they prefer hot water to come from a tap instead of from the kettle. Still, we're in the process of fixing the ancient boiler (It'll be completely lovely to have hot water from a tap again!) and then we should only be a large tin of heavy varnish (and maybe a second marble work top!) away from scoring top marks at our next routine inspection. It's been an helpful opportunity for me to practice letting 'good' be 'good enough', which, after all, we are, and I've had to take care not to allow negativity bias to stop me from absorbing all the areas where there was positive feedback. |
There have been times over the last three weeks, especially when I was still feeling exhausted, where I felt frustrated that I wasn't doing what I set out to do; be that getting enough rest or creating more crafts. There were times I felt I was still doing too much and times I felt I wasn't doing enough. That probably says more about my mental habits than it says about any objective truths. Nevertheless, I appear to have achieved what I set out to do; I'm re-energised, I've got a new selection of seasonal crafts ready for sale and a fresh batch of Earth Heart Kitchen goodies that I really enjoyed baking. So, I can't have strayed too far from my intention and maybe 'Good' really can be more than Good Enough.